Not really, they say business is cure for the broken-hearted. Not true. I'm still miserable and the fact that I'm still thinking of it while working meaning I'm not really working makes me even more depressed.
If I could still remember the whole name of my crush when I was still in kinder 1 how could I forget about what just happened last week? It has crossed my mind a hundred and one times, different versions, crazy, sane, insane endings. But it's not close to reality. Because my real life isn't moving. The toes that I could very much feel are still at the crossroads only it couldn't cross. The sign has turned green but I'm still there, restless and in fear.
Work makes your mind occupied, true. But have you checked your heart? Mine has stopped.
*personal note: give me a few more days to get up...
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