it's been that long

note the date. its been that long. its october. a romantic october for me. love filled.
i try to think where i was last october. and i find myself remembering a confused girl. gutsy. taking all that the world throws. and bends. and bends. and bends. towards the end of 2006--- breaks.

that was then. now its different. now i'm sat in front of my a notebook. with a new job (again as a friend would say). a job close to my heart. where i feel my work making a difference. to them. to me. at this time last year. i was still pondering what next job id venture into. yes. its been that long.

this month last year. i was blindly in love. the adverb not an ecstatic feeling. but an adjective taken for how it is. blind. confused. not seeing anything-- signs of flaw, directions of where to go, or even where its at for the moment. yesterday i was with my boyfriend. i spent a three day long weekend with him. we're very happy. we discover new things everyday and stay in the constants that complement us like butter and jelly on a saturday brunch. yes i've found him.
we're now on our 8th month. yes its been that long. and many more. plenty more for us.

i was also with friends yesterday. a random realization blew me away: we're nearing our decade of friendship. 10 years! from kids to trying to stay as kids! :) over love and lay we're together. it's been that long.

check my last post. its been that long. i've been happy friend. this blog that started with pain is now wrapped in so much happiness. i hope i don't get too long to write again... i gotta start an office blog on another side of the cyber world... see ya ...